I should be asleep, and I know I'm tired... but sleep just hasn't been coming easily lately.

I was looking at Vincent's newborn pictures today... I can't believe how much bigger he is already. He's almost doubled his birth weight and he's only 3 and a half months old! He's also starting to sleep through the night, so Kevin and I have started sleeping through the night, too!

I still can't believe how much being a mother has changed me. I feel like a completely new person. The most amazing thing is that Vincent depends on Kevin and I for life, for sustenance. I think that is why even though I don't breast feed Vincent exclusively, I just can't give up on it. It's is so empowering to give my son the gift of life.

I think I'm going to start using Xanga again.

It's been a long time. Vincent, Kevin, and I are all doing fine. We moved to downtown Parkersburg, it's a lot nicer than the apartment we were sharing with Larry. I really like being out on my own, it's hard... but I don't think I could live with my Mom again. I like the freedom.

School is school. I went back in the middle of March, so it's not like I have much longer for this year. Then it's senior year.

Vincent's getting so big. He's 9 weeks and 1 day old, 12 pounds, 5 ounces and 23 inches. He's finally starting so smile and giggle. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

I love my boys!

I go to the hospital on Sunday evening to get induced.
We should get a beautiful baby boy Monday morning!

I am so unbelievably nervous, excited, anxious, scared, amazed, etc.

:)